All right. This has been a long time coming.
We were once really good friends. What happened? We drifted apart, I know. We've gone our separate ways. And it seems I was the one to try to keep in touch somehow. I gave up for a while and let you be. And how long was it until you noticed? Months.
Some friend, is all I can say.
I miss the conversations we had. I miss the fun, exciting, and eventful times we shared. But those have come and gone and are unlikely to ever be back.
I was generally the one that started the conversations. When I wanted to chat about whatever, I would message you. You really only talked to me first if you needed something.
I've come to a time in my life where I need a few good, strong relationships. And since I find it hard to rely on those coming from you, I think I need to look elsewhere.
I no longer feel comfortable on lj. It's as if there's a stranger reading my private thoughts. And that bugs me. No, you're not a stranger, but you may as well be. I know nothing of your life now. I shouldn't feel uncomfortable in my own thoughts, in my own journal. I should be able to write about whatever I want. But I feel like I need to hold things in. That's not right. I shouldn't have to do that. And so I've come to a conclusion.
This will be the last entry you see of mine. If you can't see any of my locked posts, then I'm sad to say that this is goodbye.
It was fun while it lasted.
We were once really good friends. What happened? We drifted apart, I know. We've gone our separate ways. And it seems I was the one to try to keep in touch somehow. I gave up for a while and let you be. And how long was it until you noticed? Months.
Some friend, is all I can say.
I miss the conversations we had. I miss the fun, exciting, and eventful times we shared. But those have come and gone and are unlikely to ever be back.
I was generally the one that started the conversations. When I wanted to chat about whatever, I would message you. You really only talked to me first if you needed something.
I've come to a time in my life where I need a few good, strong relationships. And since I find it hard to rely on those coming from you, I think I need to look elsewhere.
I no longer feel comfortable on lj. It's as if there's a stranger reading my private thoughts. And that bugs me. No, you're not a stranger, but you may as well be. I know nothing of your life now. I shouldn't feel uncomfortable in my own thoughts, in my own journal. I should be able to write about whatever I want. But I feel like I need to hold things in. That's not right. I shouldn't have to do that. And so I've come to a conclusion.
This will be the last entry you see of mine. If you can't see any of my locked posts, then I'm sad to say that this is goodbye.
It was fun while it lasted.
Current Mood: 
tired
tired